1,000 ... yes, 1,000th blog post.
Well, for the past couple of years I've been wanting to hit this mark at the end of the year (like as a New Years Eve post), but in 2011, 2012, 2013 and 2014, I had failed. Now it's the 1st of May, I can't exactly keep the site quiet for another 7 months, so today will have to do.
As it's my 1,000th post, I suppose I should do that whole "let's take a trip down memory lane" thing... so, here we go...
Way back in September 2005 - on the... [read more]
Well normally I don't really speak about my proper feelings and emotions on here unless they're related to my operation situation, but I feel the need to, otherwise I'll keep them bottled up. So this evening I decided to pluck up the courage to ask someone - who I will not name (as that would be stupid and low doing so and I respect them) - to go on a date with me. However, sadly, I got a 'no'. Now this lad who I asked, is the most lovely, cute, caring and thoughtful person I've ever came to meet... [read more]
During my life I have been given loads of chances ... sadly I never seemed to have fulfilled them and just moved on and decided to get offered other chances, which I did the same and never decided to follow them up either. These include things like College, University, Jobs, Careers, "personal money earners" ... and sadly I am now too old to do most of the things I wish I did do.
Now I'm older, I am finding the stresses of life becoming all to much and it's not helping when the only way for me to get money is... [read more]
Urgh, what is wrong with me? It seems that it's that time of year again where I seem to fall into some sort of depressive state - of which I have no idea why. Always seems to happen in mid-August and I don't know why. I still maintain a strong humourous front online (besides this post) so that people think I'm always happy and smiling, however for some reason I'm breaking down inside. As I once described it to a friend, "I feel like I'm a lonely iceberg just floating in an ocean of unknown-ness".
Nothing's really happened to put me... [read more]